Said I'm laying in the dark , and you ask why
it helps me to think, I replied
you ask about what , and I quickly make up a lie
I'm trying to hide the truth, I don't want you to know that I'm thinking bout you,
I know you must think that I don't feel for you anymore, but I'm hiding behind that closed door
where my tears can run freely, rather than saying I have no feelings
I'm watching you love, and I'm watching you lie
I'm watching you hurt, and I'm  watching you cry
for someone who didn't even say good bye,
I sit here, watching from a distance
I'm behind my closed door listening,
whispering "I love you", wishing and praying
but face to face, what more can I say?
we're friends right, and that's what's keeping me happy