she looked at him as if the universe was sprawled on his skin her eyes engulfing every inch
as they drove through the summer she always took the passenger seat because she knew she wouldn’t be able to focus her eyes on the road and away from him
while she had mastered the art of evading most eye contact her gaze felt broken if it wasn’t locked onto his and even under the moonlight she knew his every detail
she was an observer, a watcher silently studying everything around her but her view of the world narrowed when she was with him
he was her world she could draw a map of the stars in his eyes and the roads of his lips but couldn’t tell you the color of the car he drove her in
she looked at him as if it were the last time she would ever see him
...as he looked out the window
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¨onsra¨: from the Boro language of India, a word that describes the bittersweet feeling of knowing a love won't last // to love for the last time.