She stays in the grey zone Figuring out her next move Torn between two guys A decision she has to choose; One or the other
The former wants her back The latter just wants what’s best for her Just want to see her crossing off Her life goals, one by one Even if it meant losing to her past whom she constantly tries to run away from
He hides his pain behind a smile A facade he almost got away with If not for his promise with her Every time he mutters “I’m fine”, He’s dying a little inside A hell of a ride, the sports car we got on Albeit too fast yet so comfortable
Almost gave in twice to the torture Her warmth got him back on his feet Fueling his desire to carry on the struggle Though right now, every step taken is with absolute resolution as the pain slowly turns numb
I wrote this while still fighting through the struggle.