Dear 2020,
"You have to eat." This is probably the stupidest thing Mrs. Ashley has ever said. Does she think simply telling me to eat will fix things? That won't change my mind in the long run.

I crave to go home. I feel, say, "safe".  I want good food, I want my parents, I want anime. I want my room, and more then anything I want Machaela.

I think... Maybe... Do I love her? I think I do. Afterall, I went through all this mostly for her. I simply can't wait to see her again. I could overcome everything for her.