How could you know
that your smile makes me sad?
I wonder why it is
that something so simple
so insignificant
can hurt me?

But I also wonder
why you wore that shirt today
what color are your socks
and do you like sugar in your tea

These are the questions that rack my brain
every night
every day
until the end of time I'll ask myself
how do you do it?
How do you bear the agony of your heart?

Please.

Please.

Tell me.

I hang on your every word
it's like sunshine dripping from your lips
and I'm so thirsty
i'm dying from a thirst I never knew existed
you fill me up
all warm feeling
sun belly

Please.

Let's just stay this way