Sometimes I wonder what would have happened
Had you stayed
Like you said you would

I wonder what would have happened
Had we kissed one last time
Had I gotten to actually say goodbye

I'm pretending it doesn't hurt
I'm pretending I don't care
I'm pretending I'm not falling apart.

I would be here for you
I would be your everything
I would be the last person you loved

I noticed a dozen things wrong with me
A dozen things wrong with us
But it was too late

I miss you already
I miss the way you smiled
The way you played with my hair

I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to be okay
I don't know how to not love you

You promised you wouldn't leave
And that you would marry me
But I guess not

I guess we're done
I love you