This is how I will remember you.
by @ktlpoetry
There is a look that you used to get in your eyes which I cannot to this day quite accurately describe. It was the night prowler, passing by the downstairs window, peeking in. Evaluating the locks. Evaluating the distance between the front door and the valuables.
I made it so easy to get in. I kept the windows open, and my eyes shut. I kept the doors unlocked.
When you touched me, you went away. I was not a woman, I was the chemicals responding in your brain. Ironically, for a burglar, you hated any part of me which suggested that I was something of great value. You hated the individuality tattooed to my skin. What is a womans body if it does not look like the last woman's body you used to touch and go away from? You hated the reminder that we are not all the same, and we do not exist to release chemicals in your brain.
I colored my hair red. Like wine. Like the lipstick you said looked "too heavy." I inked roses into my ribcage and between my breasts and I kept you at a safe distance, that is to say, too far away to ever touch me again.
The windows are locked.
The doors are deadbolted.
I moved homes, I moved cities.
You'll never get close enough to give me that look;
You'll never taste wine, or feel the ends of my hair between your fingertips while we watch a movie.
You'll never trace the shapes of roses.
You
Will never see me
Again.