As the night grows colder My mind starts to ponder "What's wrong with me?" My dark thoughts is starting to consume me I'm slowly losing my sanity Could it be that this last piece of sanity That I held tight is slipping away into eternity My subconcious mind is giving up on me My heart can't take this beating anymore I'm suffering can't you see I'm getting tired of hiding it I can't do it anymore But I'll hang on To see you smile for just once And then I'll surrender myself to the devil