the problem is we decided beautiful is good. beautiful is pure. beautiful is normal. we chose not to see the beauty in a man's last breath after he's been shot three times. we chose not to see the beauty in the death of a garden. we chose not to see the beauty in manipulative phrases. we chose not to see the beauty in the things that harm us, when in fact beauty can be as deadly and objective as a knife, loosely grasped in someone's hand.