Dear Aurelia Do you still remember The day when I intended to get my self hurt? With the two bladed knife I have That I said it will protect myself Now I want you to look at my arms Because of you, there is no more blood, scratch and scars
Dear Aurelia Even if you are not mine Or if you never put me in your mind I still miss you very much But I can’t say that directly to you, because I have no guts I’m just a coward Who did mistakes, sins and dream bigger
Dear Aurelia When I heard you already have a lover Who is cooler, smarter and better The pain in my chest won’t stop until now My mood goes down down and down I am now broken-hearted All the colors I saw slowly turns faded
Dear Aurelia Listen to my heart for once By reading my feelings as I poured my emotion into this poem I’ve done
This poem should’ve been done and sent to Aurelia since 2015. But I didn’t finish it on time and the only thing I could do is just posting it in the internet and hoping she will read this poem