Heschel said words can create worlds, how come I can't find the ones I need to describe the pain you caused me.  I never wanted to let you go, every tear that flows is for you, they fall and hit the ground like they're mimicking me. I've hit rock bottom. Emotionally I want to let go, I want to become someone on my own. I want to not look at your texts constantly on my phone, I want to cry when I remember I'm actually alone.