The angel. It stares at me- For what, I wonder? In its glossy eyes- So wet that it could reflect My staring face back That remains anti-climatic, That remains forgettable That still remains staring.
The angel. It should laugh- At me, the Fresh And Modern Fool Who is short of sparks That go off in the heart.
However, the angel- it does not Come to me with its Face red, Face puffy, Eyes glossy & losing faith That is reserved for its Creator.
II. THE NEW SIN
In fact: It has not come to riducle me.
For my lack of speech, My lack of basic human tendencies, My lack of basic silent rhythm shared between one person and another- Instead, it wants to ask me- Or better yet- it Demands me,
“Who is it? That has hands As red as this blood pooling Out of me, Never to stop?-
“Whose hands can stab, An angel without agony, Without underlying trauma That nurtured him?-
“Who could possibly pray In front of me, With their hands bloodied In association with a blade-
“Eyes without remorse Or personal passion? Why, why, why, oh why? Could it be you?-
III. THE ACCUSATION AND FORCED PERCEPTION
“The Fool? The Fresh and Modern bufoon That fails to begin yet Fails to end?”