Depression That is my name I watch you from the shadows I befriend you when I can break you And then I leave when you can no longer stand to live There are very few people who can push me away I’m tired more often than not I can’t stand others or the things they do I don’t sleep for I am always planning my next attack I eat just enough to survive Not much more This world feels like a domain of pain I don’t dress with style I wear oversized hoodies and trashed jeans I rarely comb my hair for the effort is too much I hide in the shadows therefore no one knows my name This world is so dull The only reason I stay is to break others I sit in my room day by day other than when I’m at school tearing myself apart I have forgotten the things other people teach me and the names of the people I have shattered I never concentrate on anything but the broken I don’t care for the people I break for I have become too numb Nor do I feel pain I think mostly about the way I’ll disappear and die For that’s how I pass the time that was created to torture lost souls
Anxiety That is my name You know my cousin paranoia I don’t let others close except for the few I cling to for they keep me from flying apart I dread any interactions with people I don’t know know and sometimes even with the people I do I watch my surroundings constantly searching for danger I expect the worst for every situation I can’t focus nor concentrate on anything for more than half the time I’m always tense and I jump at hello’s for they make me anxious Almost everything is highly irritating for everything calls for change More often than not my mind blanks and I’m ****** into a whole different world My heart is constantly pounding at the anticipation of fear I am constantly sweating with a paralyzing terror I get extreme headaches from even the smallest noises I get stomach aches more than twice a day I’m dizzy every second of every hour Every day I wish to escape
Bipolar That is my name No one can ever anticipate how I’ll feel other than me If even I do therefore no one wants to be my friend Sometimes I burst out in anger and become dangerously aggressive for reasons not even I can place Sometimes I place myself up high high high Way above others Some say I become overconfident for no reason at all I don’t like how easily I can be made to cry or how easily with no explanation I become sad No matter how much I sleep I feel more awake than I should even if I only sleep half an hour Others call me uncharacteristically impulsive Yet I don’t understand They also call me moody and it makes me upset with either sadness or anger I often become confused at even the smallest things Rarely anything captivates my attention
DPD That is my nickname I automatically trust and cling to everyone I know I don’t ever make my own decisions No matter how many times someone hurts me I still go back to them I never am mad at others I always let everyone else win an argument against me for I believe I’m the only one who's wrong I always manage to avoid taking responsibility for anything at all I am never on my own I’m always with someone I know If I’m in a relationship that ends I completely shut down for a month or two I don’t speak when this happens and I spiral down Down Down Until I hit bottom People say I never have and never will be able to meet the things life demands for survival They say I’ll die at twenty-five
Schizophrenia That is my name I never talk to anyone other than the friends I was born with People call me hostile and suspicious They say I react way too extremely to criticism I never bathe or do things anywhere close to that for clean things burn my soul People say I’m expressionless and emotionless for I am never smiling or frowning or showing emotion at all I sleep whenever I’m not at school Sometimes even when I am I don’t ever remember anything except my friends names nor do I concentrate on anything but them when I’m not required to focus on my movement to class or home Everyone calls me insane
Anorexia That is my name My friends are the models in magazines People think I’m creepy looking because of how thin I am I’m constantly losing weight The rare time I got my blood checked the doctor said I had an abnormally low amount I always skip P.E. for if I don’t I end up fainting I often am dizzy I have seizures every once in awhile People say my nails are extremely brittle I may die before eighteen
Bulimia That is my name I have no friends for everyone whispers freak behind my back I often stay in my room I am constantly worried that I weigh too much so I stay away from mirrors to the best of my ability I hate the shape of my body People never go near me anymore Not even my family
Insomnia That is my name I have no friends nor do I approach others for my brain is always too tired for interaction I never sleep for my soul is always restless I am always tired but I am unable to rest I am extremely easy to irritate People say I never pay attention or focus on the task at hand nor do I remember very much of anything People say I make way too many mistakes and errors I no longer go to school because my grades were never anything more than f’s People say I’ll die homeless
PTSD That is my nickname I don’t talk to other people for everyone one way or another reminds me of my past I often have extreme terrifying flashbacks of the things my soul has endured I hate sleeping for all I ever have are nightmares that leave me paralyzed I have become emotionally numb I avoid a lot of places for most places are a reminder I rarely am able to concentrate I often feel extremely jumpy Everything and everyone irritates me in one way or another and often anger me as well
Multiple personality disorder That is my name Sometimes people who I address as my friends call me Raven Sometimes they call me acasia Rarely they call me lilith Although I can be all these people Raven is always waiting in the shadows whispering sweet truth I often completely forget things and never remember them again Sometimes I even forget my age People say I am always severely distressed and don't function like a human Maybe it’s cause my soul is a ghost
These people are far from repair and terrifying to most But this is my circle of friends
Just so you guys know the end line. "But this is my circle of friends" is just added for creepy affect. I don't actually have all these.