your mind wanders the empty halls at night
I try to find you, racing the darkness to fight.
you push me away with your raging silence
I can feel your silent violence.

or is it only me?

I look for your soul in the darkest black
but you've buried your stain inside the plaque.
I reach for your broken, beating heart
but you went back, back to the start

or is it just my imagination?

I can't seem to find where your thoughts run
you don't seem to care, you want to bargain.
bargain your lies for your presence
when all I feel is your absence.

or is it just me?

I want to hold your heart
and cradle your soul
but how can I be on your art
if you never let me give you console?

or am I wrong?

I want you to understand
that I'm here to stay, stay as planned.
why can't you believe me?
I won't leave you, didn't we agree?

or was that my promise to me?

why do you push me away?
I just want you to stay...
my heart cries in the morning dew,
but where,
where are you?



please come here and understand I love you and I won't live without you.