You know I smile because it’s better than crying It’s better than showing everyone I’m in pain when I’m trying to be strong But sometimes I can’t help it Sometimes I still cry because your not here anymore Because every single thing reminds me of our story Of what you’ve been through and what I've lost And I wish I could have taken away some of the pain every single time I wish I could have absorbed all the bad energy so it couldn’t hurt you anymore But I felt helpless And all I could do was watch you slowly leave me.