That idiot, that stupid, the fool,
the one who stole my heart,
cliche it my seem, he really did.
I liked him, i like him,
i'm baffled about love though,
what is it? i've never known.
So this boy, this Einstein of stupid
told me loved me,
begged me to never leave him.
I smiled, i thought to myself, could it be? could this be love?
I would never leave him, never.
So days went by and i got a text
'my ex wants me back, let's just stay friends'.
So simple, so easy to break someone, isn't it?
I lied on my bed, unknown about how to feel.
The one who asked to be never left just shooed me,
just like that.
So i slept, i slept good.
Morning brought sunshine, but it felt like fire in hell.
For i had been hurt for the first time,
i had fallen for the first time,
i had been thrown for the first time.
Tears ran down my cheeks, my heart begging it to be a dream
I sat, sobbed, helpless, couldn't even scream.
I had to be happy though,
for him whom i liked, i liked?
I couldn't be selfish could i?
crying in his joy.
So, i became happy, i showed him my smile the next day,
i showed them my happiness.
I scolded myself, cursed my life for how stupid could i have been.
Crying for a boy, like a pathetic teen.
I too caught his stupid syndrome, i believe.
I couldn't ask though,
couldn't ask him to give me my heart back.
It's still with him,
has he not been caring for it?
Maybe he took his heart back, maybe i never had it.
Still gives me one of his smiles,
still manages to sway me away.
Such a fool i am, pathetic indeed.
Still my heart flutters with his very glimpse.
I hear they're not together anymore,
i know that fool is sad
What can i do?
I donot desire his sadness
his woe can never be a bliss.
He looks at me and he smiles.
Except hurting,
what can he do?
what can i do?