I kiss my torment and troubles goodbye if only for a moment, i lift my gaze up high and wonder why? the mystery it seems has become the mistress of my dreams I lie awake and call her to my night I sit at ease with her foreboding I place my palm across her face and touch the hand of absent grace she touts me and flouts me I wrestle with her uneasy smile a fool’s paradise if only her dust didn’t sparkle she manufactures her own light while smothering my own sleepless with bated breath she breathes for me Cocooned in her rotten nest.