My heart stops. I'm on the ground. My life flashes past in an instant. I see you smiling, laughing and enjoying. What will you do without me now? Please don't cry because of me. Please forget me and leave. I lift up my hand. Great, I'm bleeding. Suddenly I feel your heart bleeding out as I will. The people crowd around me. I can hear the ambulances But all I can think of is you. I'm gonna miss you so much when I'm gone Which is ironic, because I won't be there to miss you. Don't follow me whatever you do. I need to know that you're safe. I'm carried, into an ambulance probably And feel myself zooming through the roads Within a minute, I'm at the hospital. I'm carried out and into a room But I won't make it out alive, I know. Please, don't let me break your heart Forget our happy days, forget my name And find someone new to love. I'm still bleeding, most likely to death And I'll never see your face again The world seems to disappear And I put a smile on my face And say goodbye to a world once dear.
This is the alternate version, the view of the boy in my previous poem going back home.