My self worth sleeps with my self loathing and the devil is watching the whole thing go down and whats one more scar on a dented heart and it hurts to breath but it feels good to bleed so I keep something sharp underneath tear soaked pillows and there is a dream somewhere saying all this pain is worth it and there is a reason somewhere saying to keep my head up and there is someone who wants to listen and there is someone who wants to say something and its all been said before but maybe we can say it one more time and maybe theres something more to living than watching the devil watch my self worth sleep with my self loathing