For all the times you feel heart broken....
for all the times you feel sooo sick..
so much that you wish you would jump
in front of a speeding car and just end it.
or all the times loved ones have hurt you.
for all the times u've wished the ground to open and swallow you


You are not ungrateful
you are not selfish, may be you are
but why not.... you live for you...
if you died, you will have died for yourself...
people will cry and miss you...
but not forever
Every day seems like the continuation of a bad dream...
you cannot sleep forever....
you can not pretend the pain away...

They say death is the escape..
no more worries, feelings or pain...
doesn't that sound like a good thing?

It makes you realize that may be....just may be
death would not be a very bad thing.