Lead I wake up and my head is as heavy as lead The bed is hugging me tightly telling me that if I stay, ill be safe The bed drown me comfortingly with the tears that I've wept
Sting My eyes sting from the lack of sleep they sting like my tears are poison I walk to school obstinately because I know I am part of a hoard fo depressed children trying not to succumb to the urge to **** themselves before the gunman does that job for us
Black While I'm writing my 3rd essay this week a black cloud suffocates me its smoke climbing its way into my airway turning into ink as it enters my lungs I walk around with the cloud
Cry I am trying to keep myself together when we get a division problem a simple equation that anyone could do but I forget how to divide by 5 I feel the tears crawling from my chest I start to feel like I cant breath I choke down the tears
Pills I have to take pills now they help I'm not ashamed of it though I'm scared I'm scared that if I run out I'm going to hurt myself... But I won't. I need to have confidence in myself
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