Do you ever had this desire
Of throwing your heart on fire
Let it burn and see all your memories transforming into cinder powder
Have you ever had this imagination?
Of being ******'s Succession
**** everyone happy in love without any hesitation
Yes I did, and I do hate you
You who have the power of being loved
You who got everything I dreamed of
You who smile when my tears ruined my makeup
And have fun when my heart got worked up
I hate seeing your ugly heart worn on your plastic face
I hate hearing your disgusting moan when he treats you like a princess
I hate every breath you take when he chokes you by his kisses
Call me hater or call me monster
Just try to ask him about me and let me hear his answer
Would he be able to forget who I am?
His eyes could avoid meeting mine
Is he able to clean up my existence from his mind?
I'm the dumb girl who loved him more than he deserves
I'm the blind girl who couldn't see his lies drawn on his poisonous lips
I'm an old you who used to behave like you do
And you are a new me who'll bleed eternally when he'll go
I’m a skeleton who has been eaten by love’s gun
And still breathing a hatred polluted air
'Cause in my heart there is a numb girl screaming
A rapped soul and tired body claiming
They say time is the perfect remedy
But I realized that time is only drilling my pain deeply