I still remember your figure, your perfect eyes;

You curled your lips when you write;

Your addictive laughs echoed in my ears;

Time stops around me when i stare at you,



... but then you stare me back,



Don't deny it, don't deny this feeling;

We are like opposite magnets;

Pulling each other emotionally;

You can resist but God please don't,



... but then I remembered,



I miss our little game at the bookstore;

I miss how we flipped pages of books and read random sentences;

I miss how deep you stared how deep you listened to my problems;

I miss your sleepy voice when we talked for hours by nightfall,



... but then you pushed me away,



We talked but we never really talk;

We played our staring game still but you never admit it;

We worked together but you were never there;

We texted but your mind was somewhere else,



... but then I got hurt,



Hurting because of your ignorance;

Deeply cut because you weren't there when I needed you the most;

Scarred because you shut me away into the dark void;

Dying because of this undying love,



... but now I know why,



Yes we're still friends but I'm just your acquaintance;

No we stopped texting you blocked me away;

Yes we met and talked but you were forced to do so;

No you don't want to see me ever again,



... but now I'm still hoping