Breathe, take a deep breath in and try to calm down.
Everything that is going on is just too much.
Its not just the talk or rumors, not even the names I hear people yell at me after class, its the whole god dammed world that is causing this.
It feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders 24/7.
It's a forever feeling of nothing but stress and anxiety and no one understands.
I don't even understand.
I just want the weight to go away, I want everything to go away.
I want to feel the heavenly feeling of sweet nothingness.