Here you are again Lying next to me, I was wrapped up in the comfort of my duvet just a few seconds ago But now I’m tangled up in your fingers (again) They speckle my skin with indigo and violet ink that I scrub at It wont wash off Your teeth sink into my neck, through my veins You’ve entered into my bloodstream My limbs start to detach All I am is this mould of flesh in the palm of his hand You keep crashing into me Painting every corner of my body with your tongue Crimson seeps down my spine as he plays it like a violin Strumming and plucking at my cords When will it end? God, when will this end? I close my eyes, they’re filled with water It fills my mouth and lungs I’m drowning His body is a weight that drags me down further It refuses to let me swim up towards the surface Even a quick gasp for air is forbidden - Tell yourself that this is just another bad dream Keep telling yourself that I’m fading into his sheets I wake up Wrapped in the comfort of my duvet, just like I was a few seconds ago I’m alone but The memory of him is always ever-present He lives on in every cell and every bone.