I find I live
in constant confusion
in the absence
of your presence

My world lies on the edge of a cliff,
each fight tipping it over,
each action of love weaving a net to catch it in

Each step I take
is dizzying
each word I speak
is heavily coated
with a depressive subtext

My world lies on the edge of a cliff,
and I continuously count on you
to pull me to safety.

I wish you were stronger....