my soul feels like its strapped to a chair in front of blinding lights and an audience laughing so loudly so piercing like static it is trying to escape just makes them laugh harder and i'm crying harder pleading for mercy for freedom but the only thing that comes out of my mouth is the language they never learned to understand and until they learn i am bound to be here in front of everyone begging for just a tiny bit of comfort begging for a touch just begging and crying i'm sorry.