My brain is a muddled up mess
I am surrounded by family
But they are all strangers

Perhaps I am the stranger
The stranger they poke and **** at
Just to see how much she can bleed

How much can she take
Before she turns into a wreck
Slumped on the floor

Scathing words and half truths
Slam into me, worm their way into my mind
Killing me slowly, from the inside out

I can feel the tears
Pushing against my eyes
Wishing to be set free

Maybe I should set them free
And let them drown everyone
Everyone who has ever harmed me

If I open the floodgates
Maybe you all
Can crash and burn with me