i travel along the page like i do in my thoughts here's a particular one: "i sit alone in a cot, breathing air i just bought, crying alone because i sought, to find the one who explains ...apricots" oh, it seems that thought fell apart at the end there but thoughts are slippery and hard to grasp. let me try again: "i gasp at the sight of melancholy fright it knows that tonight ...i like pink lights" hmm. strange. are these thoughts falling apart, or are they just too eccentric for me to understand ...probably the former.