Depression is smeared makeup mixed with tears Depression is giving up on makeup and your appearance altogether Depression is hiding behind a painted on smile that masks how you truly feel Depression is losing the ability to love yourself, and then losing yourself Depression is what takes over your heart, life and mind Depression is being alone at 4 am and the only friend you have is the sharp silver thing hidden away from prying eyes Depression is the satisfaction as the water becomes slowly tinted with crimson Depression is the the darkness of your heart and the ruby red life leaking out of your wrist swirling together Depression is wondering why your life has to be covered with the cloud of blackness Depression is trying to hold on to that last bit of hope when you know, deep down, that there is none left Depression is hiding in the bathroom and crying for no reason Depression is feeling helpless when they take your blades and you resort to any form of pain you can get Depression is needing that tangible feeling, because this **** isn't gonna just stay in your mind Depression is feeling like everything is against you Depression is feeling like nothing Depression is feeling nothing
Finally can write again I've had no inspiration for a while