I want to die. But not in that way you just lose everything you have now.
I want to die. But not in that way you go to a better place afterwards.
I want to die. But not in that way you stop feeling all the pain.
I want to die. In a way that death takes my pain away, but only for some hours or minutes, so I can rest a little bit from it.
Because after all, we all have to suffer someday, for some time. But no one told me I couldn't take a rest from it. So why shouldn't I?
That's why, I want to die.
English version. I hope you like it. I thought of this when some important people decided to hurt me, and I realized that this is just a moment and that everything is going to be fine if I believe in that.