i cannot imagine my life without you.
i do not want to actually.
even the mention of you not being by my side,
brings tears to my eyes.
i love you so much.
it hurts.
i ask myself repeatedly,
how did i function before you were in my life.
and the answer is,
i didnt.
you bring a smile to my face when there are tears in my eyes.
you are the little voice in the back of my mind reminding me that i am beautiful.
that i am worth it.
you are the reason that i wake up in the mornings
and the reason that i do not sleep at night
you are the reason that i have not killed myself yet
you are the reason that i breathe
the reason that my heart beats
and the reason that i laugh.
i do not know
how in such a short period of time,
you have has this such effect on me
but from your smile to your cynical remarks
to your memes to the little freckles on your back,
i am more sure
than i have ever been
that i am in love with you.