They say i'm weak
but the truth is
I've been strong for so long
From the outdoors, they see me
Unbreakable and happy
But deep on the inside
I suffer from bottled up pain
Feel as if I'm dying
That I won't be able to make it to the end
That my whole world is falling apart in my own arms
Knowing that all those beautiful words
were really raveled up lies
Coldness takes over me and I'm unsure of survival
Trying to fight the pain with all my might
But all I can do right now is look towards the light