Drops of red drip down my hand it (looks like blood) sweet red juice the cold water is numbing my tingling hands as I separate arils from peel one popping bright red jewel at a time I am learning to be patient with (traffic and fruit peeling and anger) myself this sink room smells like burnt ramen and popcorn and my socks stick to the ***** floor sitting on the ground against the wall If this is all there is I swear I will be happy