when I walk towards the dog his eyes follow my every step. eyes blue like hard candy. lips curled above white fangs smile at me with a smirk of someone who has awakened from a bad dream.
I think I hear him sigh and as I kneel beside him. His cold eyes catch some light from the pulsateing drum bar sign. "what do you see?" I ask. "what can you feel?"
Inside the bar I order a shot of bourbon and as I put the bourbon to my lips I see the dog standing on a barstool next to the fireplace. His lips are contorted tightly above its teeth and his eyes pulsate red light. After staring in disbelief the impossibility of situation dies. His eyes flash quickly several times. He knows me .
I order 2 shots of bourbon and walk over to were the mutt was sitting. He is not there and I'm beginning to wonder if I have imagined the dog when I feel something ice cold rubbing against my leg, I look down. The mutt winks at me. I crouch down to put the glass of whiskey in front of him. Then I touch my glass to his. "I've learned to moan without making a sound. " I tell my friend as his stiff tongue stubbornly licks up the bourbon.
He slowly turns his big ****** head towards me. "Out of the lowest the highest reaches his peak," his hoarse voice whispers. Causiously I stroke his head. He growls but it is not too menacing. it becomes more like a contented humming. The faster I caress the louder the droning becomes. His eyes dilate and I become mesmerized watching them grow from a warm yellow radiance to a terrifying hot white.
And with a vicious snap the dog sinks his teeth into my hand.
I **** my hand loose. Quickly I stand up and punt kick the little ******* into the fireplace. My wounds are deep but bloodless. A cold numbness travels up my arm, into my chest, and down to my toes.
And just when I 've lost all feeling. I begin to burn. The fire is burning me from the inside out so no one knows how I feel. Instead I stare at the dog in the fire place as steam rises from his head. His eyes flash at me three or four times.
I give him the finger.
When I walk into the poolroom, I put quarter on the table. It is a crowded room of tired faces unable to radiate any light of their own.
"The fire has consumed me. The true believer of snow and sad faces, I am a shell."
I am confused, frightened. I hear the words as if they are my thoughts. But then across the room hidden in a dark corner I discern the silhouette of the mutt. His eyes are shut but I can faintly see his subtle smile.
It's my game so pretending as if nothing has happened I select a pool stick. A tall man in a leather jacket comes over and tells me it is his game.
And the dog's voice groans, "No matter what you dream it'll end in ashes or ice. Hit him with the pool cue." The next thing I know I'm slamming the pool stick into the man's face. Blood rushes from his wound. People rush from the shadows. hands grab me. Punch and kick me. I'm dragged to the door and tossed into the gutter.
Semiconscious, sometimes dreaming, I roll over and face the dog. From the shadows someone comes behind me I try to roll over to see the voice but cannot.
"What does this world consist of?" The voice whispers into my ear. "Empty lots, a dead dog, and visions of the night."