I miss the nights where we could fall asleep in each other's arms. You tracing circles with your finger tips on my skin. I miss waking up in the middle of the night and rolling over to give you a tired kiss. Most nights are so lonely without you here. I don't feel whole without you by my side. I miss staying up late in our home. The home that we built together. I know it wasn't perfect, But it was perfect for me. I miss laying in bed with you half naked. Making each other laugh until we cried. I miss coming home to your sweet smile and those hugs from behind. You made me feel wanted. You made me feel safe. I don't feel safe anymore. I've never felt more alone.