Looking through my window Waiting for a change in weather The chipped paint reminds me of worse days And a disconnection from the things I used to know Like a fly on the window Curious With freedom in plain sight Shorts and long Sock season The sun's rays beaming Blasting Skrwd as our mutual summer time theme tune Such irony Because now the weather's changed I won't settle for room temperature again I feel a growth in my bones I'm not waiting I'm not waiting anymore I'm just taking Taking whatevers thrown The cold doesn't effect me like it used too My teeth don't chatter from fear of being alone If summers the place to be Let's make it a permanent state of mind I'll try find warmth in the greyest of skies.