Oct 2017
Heart sinks and smiles
How can it be, that tears can arrive so quickly, that they burst out from you like an explosion from behind coloured glass?
From reading some beautiful words, coming from a heart so deep, that it almost feels they wrote from the very heart that lies heavy, within your very own soul.
How can another being from this same and too often unbearable life, create a page that mirrors yourself all too well?
How can the heart sink and smile simultaneously? As the knowing that you're not alone, warms you in a way that it probably shouldn't.
How can two people live separately, but with the same dark pull, that will almost indefinitely keep them alone?
Trying to understand the 'How' would be insanity itself.
Keep feeling, keep writing, stop pushing it back, and learn to live with it.
How can it be, that tears can arrive so quickly, that they burst out from you like an explosion from behind coloured glass?
From reading some beautiful words, coming from a heart so deep, that it almost feels they wrote from the very heart that lies heavy, within your very own soul.
How can another being from this same and too often unbearable life, create a page that mirrors yourself all too well?
How can the heart sink and smile simultaneously? As the knowing that you're not alone, warms you in a way that it probably shouldn't.
How can two people live separately, but with the same dark pull, that will almost indefinitely keep them alone?
Trying to understand the 'How' would be insanity itself.
Keep feeling, keep writing, stop pushing it back, and learn to live with it.
I wrote this after reading o poem that my ex, who had broken my heart, sent me to read. Only he'd written it for another girl.. not me
