i feel like no one gets me no one cares how i feel no one cares about my feelings toughts or anything else i do hell no one would care if i died tonight no one woud turly miss me why is it when i feel happy everyone makes me unhappy all over again i feel used i feel like i will never win the race when will it all just stop why dont i feel normal and why wont this pain go away so i can feel okay inside for once okay inside for once