some people pop a tab
and the drug inverts their colors
and smells get stronger
and shapes that aren’t really there make them laugh

some people use acid
and everything terrifies them
and they see demons in the mirror
and they **** themselves before their hallucinations **** them first

some people take the extreme hallucigent
and have a huge revelation
and find their true selves
and completely change after tripping

but i have never tried lsd

because i’m scared that instead of shapes making me laugh, you’ll come back and tell me a cheesy joke that makes me cackle for hours

because i’m afraid that instead of seeing a demon in the mirror, i’ll see you standing behind me and holding my sides like you used to

because i fear than things will still be the same after my trip is over, that you still won’t be with me and we will not have found eachother