i can never seem to stay in a relationship for long periods of time because i start to doubt everything that i am like how that girl over there is prettier than me and i try so hard to be like her that i don’t even notice how you look at me with an admirable look on your face when i do little things such as bite my lip when i get confused or when i draw on everything that i see. i think that i get so caught up in what i’m not rather than what i am and embracing it.