It has been a year When you left me empty handed forever With all memories Crushed & smashed! I know I have mood swings Every other day. I am not easy to be with You left me and never looked back. I understand your choice as I am myself struggling to be with myself all along the way. You asked me to improve Said me I am a pure soul but still you never came back. And after exactly a year, when tears are rolling down my cheeks making an ocean out of droplets, I am thinking what's the point in being a pure soul when you are not around? You said do not chase people, As the right people will come and stay. I guess right people don't exists And wrong people never stays! Still empty handed, yet with life's responsibilities. I rather would never come out of depression, and this became a fact. But I am done seeking for love And finding no more clues who likes me or not. You know what, I am done.
Sorry but had to vent it out. Sometimes it's not the poetry but just words talking to myself and find solace in words. A year later, exactly same time I am looking back and forward. Figuring out only to be in the present, just to be and questioning life all over again. I understood depression very well, we don't want pity but just a bit of love to be around and that becomes more than enough like a magic potion to find life all over again.