Years of Lost Memory You tell me stories I can't recall You laugh at moments That I don't remember I don't think I want to either I see no value in you Your words Your stories
I don't care
I nod and smile I'm not listening I look right through you Imagining times of other people I don't think of you You smile at me I'm smiling as I remember a joke It wasn't yours
Empty Memories You ask if I remember I laugh and say that I do I don't I laugh at how easily you fall for what I say Your eyes try to find mine Connections I don't see you I see the times that I do remember
Times I wished didn't exist
I look in the mirror Asking myself how much I am like you Hoping that I am me and not parts of you Yet I know You run through my veins No matter how much I do against it Doesn't mean I like it
I've told you I don't see you as what blood and papers may say