She cried gently into the phone “This happens every time...you get drunk and you decide that you don’t love me anymore”. There was a silence so loud that for a second I thought that’s the only sound I’d ever hear again. I wanted so badly to tell her that she was wrong..but instead I hung up the phone all together. I sat my phone down and crawled into bed. I pressed my face against my pillow and I whispered so quietly that I don’t even know if I actually even said it out loud.