Constant staring at the mirror every minute till I feel dizzy and my eyes can't carry it out any longer. Just standing there hoping the zits, dark spots will magically disappear Each night,It's a daily routine of skin care,pampering the skin with pricey fade out creams, scrubs, even out and Popping doxycycline pills. Why can't I have the perfect skin like girls my age? 'Just give it a bit of time, they'll go' they always say. But what ******* time? I'm tired of hiding it all beneath the foundations and concealers. Even with makeup, I still feel the need to hide the ******* scars on my face marred by acne. With these feelings of insecurity and self consciousness There is a Daily reminder of how ugly and unlucky I am I can't take it anymore Acne is a curse.