For a second it was only you. I saw the emptiness in her eyes and I knew she was gone. Whoever I needed her to be is no more. Just a ghost. An after image of her former self. In that moment fear gripped at my heart and everything around became strangely still. My only focus was her eyes. The possibility that I might lose her never occurred to me. This person that I knew better than anyone else.. So sure that anything she did would never surprise me.. How wrong I was. How did I manage to lose myself?