Love is a misused word isn't it? Every time you turn around there is something more beautiful that attracts and distracts you. Tell me where your love rest here? This love that leaves you breathless, that tatters your heart with every intake. It pales in comparison. Honestly I'm sick to death of this pretense. Saying you care with your tears whilst screaming in my ear the words truer than you admit. I'm next to hating you. No, I think I already do. It isn't the fear of love but this love itself that drives me insane. This useless anger I feel when you are near. I hate it which in turn makes me hate you. Of course these words are empty, much like the looks in your eyes when you smile.