It's the twenty-third of the month She's finally discovered a rhythm through the days but soon enough, a new month will show and she knows once again she'll have to adjust
That's the way it always is the way it's always been
adjust for her mother, adjust for her father and when she met him- she suspected he would assume the same
but he told her her attempts weren't good enough which he must really have meant- she wasn't good enough
so he left, barely the start of the month and she spent the days alone and that's what she is dealing with now days of the month forever taunting her
and if she lets a tear slip at night well that just further proves- she's deficient
they told her but she tried not to listen in hopes they could be wrong but they've always been *right