You say you hate me. You say you don't love me. You say you never did. These words you use are swords from the mouth of not you but of another that I not know of. Pain grasping me, wrapping around me encompass my every thought the images of you lashing out at me the Meer horrific thought. I've never wronged you. Loved you. Tried to be there for you. But had this stolen from me. As if death was provided at this very moment you wrote those words of hate in that message for me. You have not been taught what love is for sure. Lost in the shadows by the mean ones in your life. Hateful is the term the teachings that you are taught each night. My home was full of love. And will always be for you. No matter how evil the words you spew as I know it is not you. Pray to God. God hears us all. God will listen when you think no one cares at all. I will always care and love you just the same. No matter what anyone one tells you. I am not to be blamed.