I envy for that, forever sleep That comes up naturally From which I wish, I do not wake In which I lose myself totally So deeply drowned Even a thought can not reach My brain a frozen vacuum Nothing to it, you can teach But these eyes do not sleep The doors to my brain, Are always active and awake Only to watch these eyes rain The aches and pain soothes My delicate, withered body A touch brings me shivers But with me, there is nobody I crave for that everlasting love That oneday I'd be an apple In the eyes of somebody But it seems it's too late To takecare of my own body Weak and paralyzed Covered in shroud like sheets I hear the whispers of death Far beyond, ...............counting on my beats!